Guess have been too bored slacking at home..keep thinking of a lot of things recently.
Actually right now should say i am undergoing a recuperation period. No, i didn't fall ill or what, it is recuperation for my heart...
All along, I have this crush on this particular guy and this crush lasted for many years. Right now, i am faced my the fact that it is impossible for us to get together for he will never have any feelings for me. I have been deceiving myself all this while and right now it is time i face the hard cold fact.
But is it really possible to let go of this feeling completely? Afterall i have held him close to my heart for so long. Right now, my heart hurts everytime i try to let it go. I wanted to see & talk to him so much but i know if i do, i can never truely let go....It is going to be a long and tough period but well..this is what i have to accept and do...
Hope i can really forget with the help of time & open up my heart again to accept someone who's truely there for me...